Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Midnight Report


Long time no blog. Maybe this urge will go away on a few months. Maybe even a few weeks. All I know is as of this moment I want to try and be skinny. I haven't gained so I'm still around 123 lbs and I want to be 110. Every so often this feeling comes back, no matter how hard I try to ignore it. Honestly, I've been really happy lately and I have no desire to go back to being antisocial and depressed............but sometimes I just want to be pretty. One moment I truly believe the complements of others, but quietly in the back of my mind, Ana is always whispering. And sometimes that whispering gets a little louder. After that it doesn't take much.

Tips and tricks are welcome, as well as any recommended diets. We'll see if my mom will let me go on a vegetable juice cleanse in the name of healthier eating ^_~ Wish me luck!!
P.S. It's midnight. Hence, the title.

~Cali

1 comment:

  1. omg that is the yummiest piece of thinspo on the planet right there
    yikes. 123lbs. that would be like...
    no words for that though. like for me i'd have to lose 13lbs. that's a bit less than half a stone just to get down to your weight. jelly.
    i don't know sweetie. you said you're happy and i just want you to stay happy. i really do not know what to say there then x

    -Sam Lupin

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